I finally took initiative and made this blog. I'm not really a writer or anything, I don't really need an audience as well, I just need a place where I can type away all the thoughts in my mind, especially the ones bothering me.

So, let's start, I think I suffer from anxiety, I overthink and worry about things that may or may not happen in the future. This gives me a lot of stress, especially at work. I think starting this blog may help me vent out all the bad vibes away and just keep the positivity. I heard somewhere that I should write about the things I want to feel, not the things I'm feeling at the moment.

This week, I want to feel accomplished, with work, house chores, with love, and also with my family. You see, I work at home, so it's very easy to lose myself and you know, just be lazy. There are weeks where I'm so up to date with all my chores and weeks where I just don't want to do anything, last week was one of those weeks.

This week, I'm trying to clean the house every day so the workload doesn't pile up, I'm trying to work more so I have extra money to spend and also to help me wake up earlier and be more productive. I start working early again tomorrow, so after work today, I need to go to sleep so it wouldn't be hard for me to wake up in the morning.

Tomorrow, I want to feel accomplished by being able to wake up early and finish work. I want to feel energized when I wake up and excited to work. I want to be able to the things I need to do in the morning, especially with cleaning.

Well, I guess that's it for this first post. I don't really know if I will ever have an audience but I do hope I can find support here.